word eating
corrections:
– I did hit my quota. A whopping 177% when two major deals came to a close. Yehey! Here’s looking forward to a hefty comission in July (best case) or August (worst case hopefully) despite being neck-deep in debt this June.
– The whole admission of moving out to my mom went quite well actually. Naturally we had these really impossible fights, but now she oversees furnishing of the apartment. She actually cannot help it, being the OC Libra that she is. She just has to do it, even if it kills her. No different from keeping a shabu addict from meth.
– i will forego my baking fantasies for now. I have no more money to buy even an electric oven. If any of you lurkers would want to give me one wehehehe…
– it’s not a housewife i want to become. kept woman pala. i want to wake up and plan my breakfast, lunch, and dinner based on what I want to eat, not what my partner/husband wants. Not that this will be a problem, klaro ko lang ha. Kasi wala namang husband/partner nor sugardaddy na poproblemahin. Addict lang ako sa mga hypothetical scenarios.
– hindi ako "writer". i just have a talent for delluding myself and my clients into thinking that I am. bwahahahaha… (tanga ko rin no. there goes all my rackets…)
– June na! But things are not necessarily better. I decided to quit my job and move out so I will have more time for things that "matter". Now I find myself drowning in a deluge of things that "matter". The right refrigerator, the right wattage of the lightbulbs, writing hack paragraphs on uninteresting subjects, permits for the electrician, carpenter… These little irritants have now become things that "matter" as they are necessary for my (and Declan’s ) survival. It seems a long time before I can rid myself off them.
– It’s not a lover I need, but a genie. Not "i love you" but "yes my queen, your wish is my command"
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i just thought about some of those things written above after talking with the Cheeses last night.
Shineywhiney: Gusto ko rin ng crush, hanapan nyo ako ng crush
Me: Sige bigyan kita ng crush, pero hanapan mo ako ng illicit affair
Shineywhiney: Sige!
Hulyojose: (Shakes his head with a look that says "What did I ever do to deserve to be friends with two single whining bitches?")
June 3rd, 2006 at 9:05 am
Twin i’m so happy and excited na smooth ang transition and finally nagawa mo na rin. hehehe! kaya mo yan. Ang sarap and mahirap at the same time na maging independent. Sobrang dami kong alam na luto aside from the Lucky Me pancit canton which is like 3 for $1 here hehehe!I’l send you some good recipes.Pati si Tamayo natututo ng magluto sa NY lol! Hope all is well!Miss you twin muah!
June 3rd, 2006 at 2:36 pm
ow well, you’ll be happy anyway, because you want to.
And when people put you down, you will eat them… with the propper dressing of course, vinegrette, ryt?
kailan ako magbubuhat ng ref… ayahhh!!!!
June 5th, 2006 at 4:12 pm
sinabi mo na bang nagpa makeover ka rin ng hair ? ahahaha… tayo pala. i’ll post ko sa multiply kalokohan natin.
hay naku pam… another day without you.
don’t forget me.
N
June 7th, 2006 at 3:58 am
i nearly kicked jules when he called me a kept woman…but i’ve been meeting people who desires to be one..so maybe it’s not so bad at all..conformist, hehe..i’m happy for you. choose ref, choose oven, choose washing machine, choose life:)