change of plans
argh! i am beginning to want to give up on this life.
too much noise. too many tasks to do, events to attend, people to meet. too much chores and errands and responsibilities. too many distractions. too much work. too much effort.
all i want this year is to help declan be be ready for SPED, and to make my film. correction. WRITE my film.
i will get this f*ckin trip over with and then i will simplify…
things i want to do by june 2006:
1. quit 8 hour day job (and find small writing, transcription, vo rackets that will only require a maximum of 4 hours of my time)
2. get a one-room apartment with white floors, white walls, and furnish it with white things only)
3. change sim
4. delete all accounts with online communities including blog
5. forget all festivals, contests, screenings, get-togethers, concerts
F*ck. still too many steps. still too many tasks. still too many words…
January 23rd, 2006 at 7:09 pm
4. delete all accounts with online communities including blog (?)
For real?!! Don’t!!! I’m gonna miss you. You’re my only non-lurker…
January 24th, 2006 at 6:03 am
hmmm… i’m on my way there as well. To a simplified life. Back to the path i deviated from for money’s sake.
Can i read a book at your place once it’s there? White seems to be a welcome change from all this blackness.
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Simplifying…
I may not be able to afford nightly buzzes anymore, but who wants that anyway.
January 24th, 2006 at 10:40 am
hoy jules, don’t use your sister’s account when you write comments ehehe
January 25th, 2006 at 12:30 am
i hope you’re not planning to become a recluse or something. anyway, just remembered a line from The Hours: “you cannot find peace by avoiding life” or something to that effect. hehe. ala lang. just a thought.