rain
I miss the days when my emotions were purer. when there was no such thing as near-sadness, almost-bliss, slight anger, being hurt but nonchalant, anxious yet wary… Tonight I’m not sure what I’m feeling… Ironically this is when I am at a point in my life where there is a finality in the things I decide to do, the things I say, the things I want… All that is certain is that tonight, after days of agonizing heat, it is raining… as it always is whenever he is here…
May 21st, 2005 at 7:17 pm
eto yung dapat comment ko na hindi ko na-post: “near-sadness, slight anger, being hurt but nonchalant, anxious yet wary” is better than the pure emotions that you miss. and i’m glad that i’m in the state of “comfortable sadness”. better than “pure” pain, anger, anxiety. nakaka-loka yon. ehehe. ako lang ba nagcha-tiyagang mag-comment sa blog mo? hehe. napaghahalata tuloy akong gustong mag-blog, di lang marunong magsulat. wehehe.