burned out firechild

una sa lahat salamat sa mga nag-comment sa blog ko: paolo, tala, shine. aheheh may nagtatiyaga pa palang magbasa ng useless rants ko… at sa mga lurkers (tulad ko) magparamdam naman kayo. masarap din makabasa ng mga comments tulad ng "Pam, isa kang nagmamagandang pretentious p oser!" "Pam, andami mong typos ano ba yan? Wrong grammar!"

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I spent a considerable number of hours at work asking Kokology questions with Nina, April, Jay, and my other officemates. And how accurate! 80% of the work and career related questions reflected a overbearing unhappines and unfulillment… eh sus! kelangan pa bang i-memorize yan?

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spoke with abbie a while back… and i truly commiserate… i may not relate to most of the love-related scenarios where girls’ hearts become more raw than peeled in-soles… but a girl is most vulnerable when she is making her first film (mounting her first solo exhibit, performing in her first recital, staging her first play, etc…) i remember being that crushed… feeling so pained not wanting to look at nor finish one’s work, not wanting to make films (paint, play, write..) forever… basta, yung para kang maimed… yung OA sort of demotivation sa paningin ng iba, yung pathetic sa paningin ng iba… lahat ng tao sinasabing naiintindihan ka pero hindi…

Buti na lang tapos na ko sa ganung stage. Buti na lang makapal na ang mukha ko.

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